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07.07.10
zouk/ butterfact on wed. like usual ii was drunk again, went home early around 2 plus. SZ told me when ii left there was lots of cute guys there. hmm okk ii should have stayed.
rested at home the whole day today. keep coughing and ii lost my voice 
st james tomorrow, still thinking if ii should go or not. Zach say he will be clubbing next wed. sz heard about it and she was like saying next week butter again. HAHA! and my phone spoil again. bringing it to repair before meeting shuxian for dinner. sian. when is iphone4 coming out? decided to sign up a new line and leave the old one as spare. and ii won for spain and Germany that match. predicted 1-0 and yeah! 
going to bet on Spain this time round for the finals. Spain please don’t let me down
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
Well that’s alright because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
Well that’s alright because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
[Verse 1 - Eminem]
I can’t tell you what it really is
I can only tell you what it feels like
And right now there’s a steel knife in my windpipe
I can’t breathe but I still fight all I can fight
As long as the wrong feels right it’s like I’m in flight
High off of love, drunk from my hate
It’s like I’m huffin’ paint and I love her
The more I suffer, I suffocate
Right before I’m about to drown, she resuscitates
Me, she fuckin’ hates me and I love it, Wait!
Where you going? I’m leaving you.
No you ain’t. Come back. We’re running right back
Here we go again, it’s so insane
‘Cause when it’s going good, it’s going great
I’m Superman with the wind in his back
She’s Lois Lane, but when it’s bad, it’s awful
I feel so ashamed, I snapped, “Who’s that dude?”
I don’t even know his name
I laid hands on her, I’ll never stoop so low again
I guess I don’t know my own strength
[Chorus - Rihanna]
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
Well that’s alright because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
Well that’s alright because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
[Verse 2 - Eminem]
You ever love somebody so much,
you could barely breathe when you with ‘em?
You meet, and neither one of you even know what hit ‘em
Got that warm fuzzy feeling, yeah, them chills, used to get ‘em
Now you gettin’ fuckin’ sick of lookin’ at ‘em
You swore you’d never hit ‘em, never do nothing to hurt ‘em
Now you’re in each other’s face spewing venom in your words when you spit ‘em
You push, pull each other’s hair, scratch, claw, bit ‘em
Throw ‘em down, pin ‘em, so lost in the moments when you’re with ‘em
It’s the fate that took over, it controls you both
So they say, you’re best to go your separate ways
Guess that they don’t know you ’cause today,
That was yesterday, yesterday is over, it’s a different day
Sound like broken records playing over
But you promised her, next time you’d show restraint
You don’t get another chance
Life is no Nintendo game, but you lied again
Now you get to watch her leave out the window
Guess that’s why they call it “window pane”
[Chorus - Rihanna]
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
Well that’s alright because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
Well that’s alright because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
[Verse 3 - Eminem]
Now I know we said things, did things that we didn’t mean
And we fall back into the same patterns, same routine
But your temper’s just as bad as mine is
You’re the same as me
When it comes to love you’re just as blinded
Baby, please come back, it wasn’t you, Baby, it was me.
Maybe our relationship isn’t as crazy as it seems
Maybe that’s what happens when a tornado meets a volcano
All I know is I love you too much to walk away though
Come inside, pick up your bags off the sidewalk
Don’t you hear sincerity in my voice when I talk?
Told you this is my fault, look me in the eyeball
Next time I’m pissed, I’ll aim my fist at the drywall
Next time? There won’t be no next time
I apologize, even though I know it’s lies
I’m tired of the games, I just want her back. I know I’m a liar
If she ever tries to fuckin’ leave again,
I’ma tie her to the bed and set this house on fire
I’m just gonna
[Chorus - Rihanna]
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
Well that’s alright because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
Well that’s alright because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
photos for zouk on the 2.7.10
ii think ii really look damn drunk in those photos.
went to curl my hair today, wake up damn early to head down to yew tee. actually wanted to cancel it as ii was having fever yesterday night after getting caught in the rain. but thinking after today i will have no more spare time, still dragged myself to go. after curling my hair said wanted to study at bugis one yet me and Alvin end up slacking and ii think cause it was pretty crowded and ii was a bit tired so we did not study in the end. wanted to watch 9 temples yet there was no slot. shop around and waited for time to pass. haha. headed home round 8plus. and L bought my favourite fish maw soup and brought it to my house. Awww. its nice!
but the sian x100 thing is its gonna be my first day at arrivals tomorrow. hope the people are as nice as departure ones. and W is meeting me to pass me my watch tomorrow. hope no awkwardness. Butter this wed, but will be meeting Connie and the rest earlier to go Zouk and see the CCTV see who is the asshole that stole the camera. and thus, ii hope FYP meeting ends early on wed with all the things needed done, so that i have ample time for the night!
30.06.10
rebel/Phuture. was pretty boring at Rebel so we decided to club hop to Phuture. fun over there, and was supposed to have more pictures yet Connie lost her camera that day and all photos gone
2.7.10
zouk yesterday night. dash berlin was there and it was like super crowded. luckily desmond got us through VIP entrance. guess i really drank alot and was totally drunk before 2am. vomitted hell lot thanks to Liyan, he told us to leave early as i couldn’t take it already. rested in his for an hour and i was hungry again. HAHA! fish porridge and sunrise @ECP before heading home.
photos are not with me, but will be uploaded soon
3.7.10
lunched and shopping with Fifi and Sophie today at Orchard. spend over 200 bucks and bought alot of things. whee and im gonna curl my hair tomorrow. tired of straight hair, i went to try curling my hair today and i like it! haha. so tomorrow heading down to Yew tee to curl before going to study with Alvin and so nice of him! he’s gonna accompany me to curl my hair (Y)
- keep falling sick these few days, guess its due to lack of sleep. UTs are coming up and the only time i have is tomorrow to study. Alvin, please teach me everything you know ok? then ii can get A also -
i decided to blog this before i leave class later. happened to read your blog and ii feel kinda …
i always thought we could stay as best friends. right from the day you told us we were like sisters i promised that we will be this close as ever. this few days thoughts keep flashing through my mind on how close we use to be in the past. maybe the 1 and the half year lost i can never make it up any more. i tried, but i don’t know why its just not working. im sad really upset, you might never know how im feeling now. i never once expected someone will sow discord our friendship. i never once treat youas spare tire. and i always thought u will know it. i never ask you to meet for breaks anymore maybe never want you to have that idea. girl, you know what? i missed the journey we used to have back home, the particular junction when i will be afraid that you will fall and grab you tight. this is how close we used to be. remember? you don’t have to be someone else when you are with me. we are like what you say; sisters.
you know having him tarnish our friendship and pulling us further and further away until what we are today makes me wonder if i wasn’t with him a year half ago, how close we will be now. sharing the same cubicle for shower, journeys home together and laughter we shared. its irreplaceable. i was pretty upset, i once cried, thinking back, iwas there for you when u and ur BF were having problems before you 2 were together yet when i broke up and needed you the most to walk me through the toughest time, you left me there hanging.
but all ii want to tell you is, although things changed but memories stay forever. and like what we say. sisters forever.
loves.
23.06.10
butterfactory with SZ and gang again. haha told them it will be my last time clubbing till my UT 2 ends. all came and great fun! HAHA! but ok because ii really miss rebel, ii decided to make next wed the last instead. haha. dinner and club! actually wanted to meet vanessa and the rest for shopping in the morning but ii have DFS work training
25.06.10
zouk party to celebrate John’s bdae. real fun! but there isn’t as much cute guys compared to butter but anyways, still there are. haha. club till morning and went to spize for breakfast. after everything we train home. haha damn tired but dare not sleep on the train scared to overslept. but overall, great time spent!
finally got my off day today. slept till 3 plus. actually wanted to stay home and rest. wasn’t really in the mood. but W msg me and tell me to meet for dinner. didn’t wanted to eat with mom and uncle ii decided to go. ate ajisen at TM and watched knight and day. haha. it was funny! but got to rest early tonight. tomorrow have to reach sch at 845 for the field trip thing. damn sian.
- kinda moody these few days. i felt bad rejecting W. he is a nice guy, really nice. everyone says he is sweet and ii know it. but something is just missing which ii don’t know what is it. maybe ii will stay like this for the meantime. ii feel like getting attached again, it feels really good to have someone there for me. yet im falling in love for freedom. and ii might be falling for someone else instead. i don’t know what to do anymore.
19th june.10
zouk party with cindy and the rest. drink, drank, totally drunk. HAHA! agreed with shuzhen that we are going to find cute guys there yet ii was already drunk after the second cup. thanks to the super flamingo that seriously killed me. vomited damn hell lot. connie decided to ask liyan to send me home at first since he is driving. Yet cindy don’t really trust him and wilson came down after all. haha! ii think ii suck in drinking at times.
21st june.10
ajisen with fifi, sabrina and vanessa! (Y) love the way we talk. maybe what true friends really are is those who never leaves you when you needed them the most? karate kid after that. omg the show is totally awesome! its freaking touching. love ttm! met up with wilson after that for a chat and yeah, u really did cheer me up.
as for today, watch the A- team with sabrina. NICE! haha. some parts are real funny. and initially wanted to go msia with liyan again for supper yet last min canceled due to my presentation tomorrow. sian. but its ok, i get to rest early. butterfact tomorrow and im gonna chiong home to change after work then go down but deanna is coming, so its ok! miss her lotsss! liyan will be there too, and it means a free ride home?
butterfactory/zouk this wednesday. great fun! haha. wavehouse tomorrow. never been there before but SZ told me its an outdoor club at Sentosa (Y) had been clubbing a lot recently and friends have been complaining say good girl gone bad. hee. so im planning to stop end of june as UT 2 is drawing near. and guess what, i saw the guy i saw last wed at butterfactory and he happens to be joanna’s friend. HAHA! he got my number and msged me ytd. awww:D party ended at 5am, wilson came and pick me up from lau pa sat and send me home before going to work. Got home rushed like mad, when ii realize i had 915am lesson on thurs after time table got pushed back
anyways work later. sianX100:( meeting wilson after work for milo peng. HAHA! finally off next monday. whee! catching karate kid with sabrina, alvin and fifi AND, ii got B+ for warehousing. happy ttm!
Powerhouse yesterday night, had great and endless fun even though all our legs were like going to break anytime soon. as usual it was super crowded and we took 1 and the half hours to just get our drinks nevertheless, there were lots cute guys there, and some even offered us drinks to save us from queuing up the second time. Hee
finally got to stay home today and mommy is cooking. ii missed it. time to revise for my UT as next week ii might not have the time already. Fyp not done yet and im seriously stress. exam for work coming and ii have yet to study too. arrgh, sometimes ii wonder why can’t we like have 48 hours a day? but luckily im studying with Alvin tomorrow and ii hope he can help me with Cold chain. and tomorrow im working! Whee meeting Vio to go home together ii missed her, she’s working at T3 for the time being. and, Sherlyn finally called. she’s working out the schedule and ii think our job will come soon babes
next wed KBOX with Nerre and Butterfact at night! hee we should really enjoy before school start and when Fyp starts killing. Ok, and Alvin realize ii like someone now, but ii know he will never be smart enough to know who. HAHA!
