23.06.10
butterfactory with SZ and gang again. haha told them it will be my last time clubbing till my UT 2 ends. all came and great fun! HAHA! but ok because ii really miss rebel, ii decided to make next wed the last instead. haha. dinner and club! 
actually wanted to meet vanessa and the rest for shopping in the morning but ii have DFS work training 
25.06.10
zouk party to celebrate John’s bdae. real fun! but there isn’t as much cute guys compared to butter but anyways, still there are. haha. club till morning and went to spize for breakfast. after everything we train home. haha damn tired but dare not sleep on the train scared to overslept. but overall, great time spent!
finally got my off day today. slept till 3 plus. actually wanted to stay home and rest. wasn’t really in the mood. but W msg me and tell me to meet for dinner. didn’t wanted to eat with mom and uncle ii decided to go. ate ajisen at TM and watched knight and day. haha. it was funny! but got to rest early tonight. tomorrow have to reach sch at 845 for the field trip thing. damn sian.
- kinda moody these few days. i felt bad rejecting W. he is a nice guy, really nice. everyone says he is sweet and ii know it. but something is just missing which ii don’t know what is it. maybe ii will stay like this for the meantime. ii feel like getting attached again, it feels really good to have someone there for me. yet im falling in love for freedom. and ii might be falling for someone else instead. i don’t know what to do anymore.
