i decided to blog this before i leave class later. happened to read your blog and ii feel kinda …
i always thought we could stay as best friends. right from the day you told us we were like sisters i promised that we will be this close as ever. this few days thoughts keep flashing through my mind on how close we use to be in the past. maybe the 1 and the half year lost i can never make it up any more. i tried, but i don’t know why its just not working. im sad really upset, you might never know how im feeling now. i never once expected someone will sow discord our friendship. i never once treat youas spare tire. and i always thought u will know it. i never ask you to meet for breaks anymore maybe never want you to have that idea. girl, you know what? i missed the journey we used to have back home, the particular junction when i will be afraid that you will fall and grab you tight. this is how close we used to be. remember? you don’t have to be someone else when you are with me. we are like what you say; sisters.
you know having him tarnish our friendship and pulling us further and further away until what we are today makes me wonder if i wasn’t with him a year half ago, how close we will be now. sharing the same cubicle for shower, journeys home together and laughter we shared. its irreplaceable. i was pretty upset, i once cried, thinking back, iwas there for you when u and ur BF were having problems before you 2 were together yet when i broke up and needed you the most to walk me through the toughest time, you left me there hanging.
but all ii want to tell you is, although things changed but memories stay forever. and like what we say. sisters forever.
loves.
